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Monday, April 24, 2006
 whew!!! it's hot. summer, right?
* i'm having my summer class for ethics, rizal, and community immersion.
* i'm having health problems just recently, until now. it seems acute medically to me but the doctor told i should get some rest and pretty care of my self.whatta medical advice. Anyways, i don't have money to go to the specialist. that's why self medication is my option. my father seems to lax about it--- he's having some sort of financial problem, our family so to say. basically, it's not fair to burden tita ( my stepmom) all these problems alone by her self. the fact she's helping, it's a great thing to credit her.
* i'm the lone child in the house right now--- i have three younger siblings, you know. the two boys next to me are staying in my aunt's place for a summer job. the youngest is in my other aunt just within our city. i have the whole heck of solitary privacy on my own.
* i'm starting to hate my study about rizal. but, i have to...i have to learn loving it.
* i'm too excited of the showing of "the da vinci code". yet, it's under screening of MTRCB. i can't get my hot ass on them because i can see it's there job. i'm hoping that it won't take too long.
* i'm looking forward in having to read another novel of my fave author, Anne Rice.
* i'm quite excited in the announcement of the finalist for the essay competition sponsored by world back. I've submitted an entry (laughters!)---credit it to my magnanimous gutts. it's actually me and my friend ariel, whom i know did join the same contest. Nothing, even if i know that i'll not going to be in the list, i'm just too happy that i've participated an international event.
* i'm excited and nervous of my assignment in my org. T'nalak Youth Group's (Pathways NDMU) another year of its existence. not the club itself but my position in the club. it's challenging so to say. I'm the academic head for enrichment. i'll be inspiring senior high school students(hahaha). the org is a voluteerism-spirited one that believes and caters to the intellectual needs of academically gifted students yet underpriviledge. the good thing is i have my co-head in the same position..you know having someone doing what two of you are suppose to be doing...isn't it cute...joke! i'll gamble...i'll be more responsible this time.
* hurray! the next two sems are the last sessions of my college life, God willing. i fear it so much.but, maybe, i'll find it easy to carry-to because i'm an independent type of a person.
*i'm having a new blog ( it's under construction). it will house my poetic side. i love poetry because i can hide myself even publicly devoured.
*i'm running out of finances for my summer. my scholarship is not yet releasing the monthly allowance. it would mean gripping on to the oh-so-merciful cloak of my father. back to my good-boy morality just to win his favor.
* i'm liking the aura of the new housemates, the teen edition. nah, they are full of ultra-radiative wavelength. (ther are blue. green, red, yellow, violet, pink, brown.....black! hahahah!)
* i'm getting hooked to ABS-CBN's new koreanovela "wonderful life". indeed, being young is wonderful. being alive is wonderful. yet, we have to be always onguard of the things to come as blessings and hurdles. besides it's funny, it's real.
Life is exciting and wonderful despite all the villains around you trying hard to plot there assassinations--- anyway, they are boarding on the losing side. Just smile for there defeat--- dome's days to them and glories to you. Continue and be humble, simple and brainy.
It's like a desert man sojourning with his camel and with ultimate goals in his head and heart. No matter how hard the path it should serve as molding furnace that would intensify your personality. No matter how inhostile living nowadays there should still hope inside your soul. Losing it... life is useless.
Thank GOD, He blessed me with hopeful volition and end in mind.
p.s. in your desert journey bring alot of water.let your camel drink alot of water too just before you proceed.why? so that it won't compete to your water supply. anyways, camel can consume great amount of water in one sitting and can last the dreary walk under the striking sun without drinking. Avoid dehydration!
Posted at 02:32 pm by bloody-spirit
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