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Monday, July 03, 2006
it's been 4 months now since the last time i've made a post. that's been long enough for some but, i guess, i spent a century of leave. (laugthers) even the thoughts to put down, i can't even figured-out. let's see...ok...
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We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy becuase we have known sadness.
----David Weatherford
Indeed, all positive factors of life sprouted from an abscence. How do i say so?
When God created the world everything is in oblivion---the ultimate abyss of cypher entity--- and even time and space couldn't pebetrate the dwelling greatness of the Almighty. Even the existence of the Almighty, Himself, is being put to question. Hence, death, sadness, bitterness, envy, thirst, hunger, extreme sorrow, despair, anger, sickness, etc., are existing in the absence of what is materially not present.
However, when the earth is made: the light, the plants, the animals, the rivers and springs, the oceans and seas, the falls and the lakes, the valleys and glen, the mountains and plains, the rocks and precious gems, and human life breathes, all the negativities collide in the respective holes of human existence. No wander, "when it rains it pours"--- both blessings and curses.
But then, i can't blame God for that. He made a good start yet we continued it wrongly.
Between the realm of what is right and wrong there bore the fertile negative factors ready to succumb every lost souls.
In the same light, equally dramatic, their is truth in: 'history repeats itself' in different unknown facade and 'the world has its unexpected parallelism' to you, to me and to all the rest.
I believe we are making our destiny. But, how can we be certain of our actions fruits if we are blind of what the future can hold. Yes, we can have the most immediate future therein ahead of us, the most logical possible, yet it is shadowed with alot of uncertainty. Some says, "Future gives all the spices of living". Don't you think its been unfair sometimes that with all the efforts you've exerted you can't get the equal results; it's always has a missing piece. A pie of your labor with a slice you yourself don't know where have gone.
Maybe, believing in yourself and working things hard are not enough.
That's life. Let's enjoy to whatever little pay we can get out of the laborious day of work. Perhaps, we've really done little than what your thinking to be big enough.
Today i'm experiencing what i did experienced many years back. Maybe because during those times i haven't had done enough.
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