We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness. 
                                                                                           

                                                                                      -David Weatherford

This would be my first post since the last time i did so.

In this semester i've been in the lowest point in my life; however, the highiest point as well.

I don't know why, but the cycle of being happy and being scournful is as thin as desert's arid air. The other one flew as the other one's coming. Is their a part in my life that i would stay in either moment a little longer and less drastic. This is always been my living. Adapting to changes in a make-believe.

Good thing i have with me:

# My faith (He is my Savior, Psychiatrist, and Privider)

# My precious memories (my mother, myself, and -----)

# My younger brothers

# My co-majors (the Five of them) plus an addition

# Pathways friends (all)

# Anne Rice and her characters

# Christina Aguilera's (song all)

# My journal and favorite pen (My Gel 0.5, black)

# My painting materials (all)

# My guitar (my old and Cebu made guitar)

# My matchbox songs

# Enigma's musics (all)

# My experimental shots (as-if-a-photojournalist shots)

# My cabinet with the whole body mirror and everything in it and my "baul"

# My books in my bookself

# My blog and web accounts

# My calculator

# My Bed and my two pillows in silvery-white, though rough, satin-silk pillow case

# My prayer guides

# my physics books

# my most-hated teachers and professors

# my being late

# my sickness

# my being weak

# my MASK

# my Director: steven speilberg

# my co-stars in hollywood

# my fans out there " I hear you peole..I'm with you...I love luv yah ul!"

# my soon to release novels ( sure hit ...)

# my forthcoming movie projects and television shows

# my soon to launch album

# my mansion in France and in England

# my broadcasting and advertising business

# my favorite uncle: stephen king

# my future pictorials in almost 568 magazines worldwide, starting tomorrow

# my cousin prince charles

Life is life...

I'm living the way it is...

I'm the king of my own world...

To hell they care...

but, THOSE who really care for me....

I'll pray for you...

My heart is beating to shout your names and  my soul is for all of you to speak with...

I'm alive...

I'm human...

i'm a ghost...

I suck blood...

it's my life-source...

I'm everywhere...

Unseen...

Frightened by...

Sane and well....